I had join bachelor of computer science in 2019 which is basically focused on networking and cyber security.
recently i had joined a networking job for about 12 days and i hate the working nature of networking job so i quit the job, networking is not the think that i always want to do.
i feel from inside of soul that i love to code which solve or create some complex thing. but i even dont konw i can learn all that complex thing or not. i am in 5th semester which is finish before dashain and my bachelor will finished in chaitra because my bachelor is 3 years.
i am planning to learn programming from now to before tihar and and planning to do internship after tihar. would it be enough time to get internship as a programmer.
also i dont know which language i should learn. i have basic knowledge of c programming. and few week ago i had decided to learn java. i am learning java from youtube(codewithharry).
please suggest me what should i do. i feel messed up. i even dont know what i write up there. i waste almost 2.5 years of my life. and i dont know what should i do. my parents take loan to give my college fee. i have good marks in academic but without skill it doesn’t matter.
((my english writing skill is messed up as my life so please ignore my english.))