Honestly, I made lots of mistakes, repeated them time and again. Nowadays, whenever sth bad happens to me, I don’t even feel the fear of it. I don’t feel sad about it. I have a relax and chill disorder i.e I don’t get hurt when I see myself failing. And I don’t care about improving that much. I checked with doctor and this wasn’t any mental health issues that needed treatment. Any guidance you can give to make me alert and aware about myself, be responsible in life? Nowadays, the only motivation of me doing stuffs, studying etc is because I like them. And you know this kind of motivation doesn’t really force you to get out of bed, tuppi kasera padne type ko. Need serious help.